The security is almost… unnerving.
Something so wonderful, so unexplainably foreign, that I’m
reaching out to touch it - but it doesn’t go anywhere. It’s just as soft
as it looks. No, no, no; softer. It’s touching my face, it’s following
me, it’s hidden in my innermost thoughts. I’m satisfied, I’m uplifted,
I’m radiating everything I’ve ever begged to feel.
"Every cell in our
entire body is replaced every seven years. One day, I will have a body that you
have never touched."
A newborn, a blank sheet
of paper, a young woman. A beautiful, talented young woman, looking for
recognition. That’s all she ever wanted: to be recognized, and appreciated.
Colors are vivid, sunshine
is bright, and kisses are sweet. You’ll never know how much you hurt me - but
in the end, I want to thank you. You may have a slight idea of how much damage
you did; but you’ll never have any clue about how much you really helped
me.
You made me realize my own
worth. You made me realize everything I’ve ever hated in a person - everything
I never want to see in another human being. And most importantly, you
helped me learn what exactly love is - and certainly what it is not.
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